Problem = solved

Well, it turned out all I needed was a good dinner with friends to brighten my day up!
Delicious whole chicken as a family of students all sharing the same troubles with school, but being able to share our joys through it as well.

Now I'm able to look at things with a whole new light.

I got accepted into UWaterloo Orchestra as Pic.
Pic only.
At first I was sad because I like playing flute, I'm only going to get to play 5% of the time, and the only reason I'm there is because of my instrument.
I'm not sad anymore. I'm glad
This means that I'm the assistant, helping everything run smoothly and getting into the good books of the conductor.
It also means I'm the flute understudy/sub
Instead of learning just my part
I'm learning all of them incase someones away!
And I get to play with some other flautists who are obviously more talented then me. Probably due to never having lessons on my part when most others that applied had lessons for at least 4 years now. Still, I'm hoping to improve a ton!

Waiting for things isn't that bad, as long as it doesn't detract from the day. Rather than waiting for things to get harder, I relish in the simplicity of the day in order to enjoy some small luxuries I might not get later; namely free time to sit back and watch a movie.
One may turn into 3, because I can't choose between Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, and Monty Python's Quest for the Holy Grail.
So I'll watch EVERYTHING.
Or, we'll watch everything. I'll get some friends over, make some snacks, and we'll all have fun.

*sigh*
I love having awesome friends. I often forget how important they are to me, even though I wouldn't be where I am now, nor half the person I am now, without them